Weekend’s Musings.. I am still hurting but thank god for good friends…

It has been three days since The Betrayal and I am still hurting…

I know I should feel angry for what was done, but all I feel is disappointment. I could not imagine any person let alone … to stoop that low. Then again maybe I should have seen it coming. Nevertheless, enuff about that.. like I said before, I will not be beaten by a loser. Nature will run its course, I just have to let it.. so said a wise friend though another friend is more incline to support the theory that sometimes nature needs a push..har-har.

Ahhh taking about friends, I don’t really have many but I do count myself lucky for I have friends that I can count on to give me support, hear my cries, motivate me, push me, make “evil” plans with me and not forgetting for playing truant with me (esp Muzi on the “evil” and playing truant part). For that I do thank you all. I may not have shown it nor say it enuff but I do love my fwens…. Thank you again… Speaking about friends, I am meeting another at 5pm today. I am excited; it has been a long time since I last saw her. And I think of all the friends she’ll be most probable one that would understand how I feel right now, for she was once betrayed by the same person. She was systematically victimized by the same person. Like I said I should have realized… history is bound to repeat itself. Oh well another lesson learn to be kept in the annals of one’s life. Life is not worth living huh but for its ups and downs and challenges

My weekend starts last night with a good massage…..

Like I said, life has it ups and down. I am determined that The Betrayal will not spoil my weekends. So I started my weekend early. I start my weekend on a Friday night though I usually start my weekend on a Saturday. My weekend started with a 2 hours massage at the Day Dream Boutique with my friend. It was enjoyable and relaxing yeah… took the program offered as well. I thought it was a good bargain as I get 5 hours massage for RM299. So it is about RM60 per hour. Not bad huh. Our only slight annoyance during the 2 hours session (I am saving the other session for a later date) is some idiot talking loudly outside arguing about wanting a slot although he did not make an appointment. After that he continues his loudness by talking on the phone. So people are so dumb, that’s all I can say I supposed!!!!! I wish I had taken some pictures.. of the place, well maybe next time.

After that I had dinner with Muzi, where else but Uncle Teow. Ordered so much food…. The pigging out session when well. Could not stay that long to plan evil plans with Muzi as she has to go to Putrajaya. She is a babysitter (or ”Babysister” as pronounced by Arman) this weekend. Goodluck Muzi, may patience stays a virtue this weekend.

And today I am a good daughter

As usual on a Saturday morning, I will take mum out for breakfast. And as always the chosen venue is Village Park in DU. It is a little bit expensive for breakfast but we love the food. Can’t wait for my brother to comeback from Doha so I can take him there, I am pretty sure he will definitely love it.

And now whilst waiting to meet my friend for tea, I am at the office…… opps, it is 5pm now. I better go. Have yet to wrap the prezzy I bought for her from Vancouver. Hopes she likes it just as Muzi and Anne like theirs. (Oh well I am assuming that both of them likes their prezzy..)

I must remember to take pictures when I have tea with my friend so I can upload it in my blog. Will see, being a novice at bloging I usually forgot the cardinal rule of bloging, one always have your laptop with you, two always remember to take pictures.

And I thought that my opinion of you could never be lower - Blog Entry June 26, 08

I have never been as sad in my entire life as I felt today. And I never thought that my opinion about a person could be so low than how I feel about that person today. And mind you, your bar was already low. I know you are capable of such bad things but never this bad.

Then again I should have not expected less. You talk about team building and about trust. Har-har you are a damn bloody phony. As a matter of fact you redefined the word phony. YOU ARE A DAMN FAKE………..shame on you with all your religious belief.

I am not sure what possessed you to do as you did, how dare you….

Nevertheless, it is ok. You can do what you want and I hope you can sleep at night. You can look at yourself in the mirror and be proud of whom you are, who you represent…. (Though knowing how conceited you are I know you see Bratt Pitt). It does not matter, life is a cycle. There are such things as Karma…. One day you will meet yours.

Meanwhile, life goes on. The wheel will keep turning. And I will keep fighting… I SHALL not be beaten by a looser like you…. You daft!!!!. Keep doing what you do, but remember, you can lie to some people some times but you cannot lie to all the people all the time. The more you try the harder I will fight. You’ll see…..

If I fail.. I am not Ms Q Quirky…..

Boria – boria on the loose - Ayus’s Wedding Pictures

most of the gang

my cousin and aunties

Sometime early this month, my mum, my sisters Dada & Tina and I went to our cousin’s wedding in Melaka. It was nice. Mum was happy to see all the family members gathered and that she made it back from Vancouver in time for the wedding All the uncles, aunties and cousins were supposed to wear blue which we did.

It’s kindda cute. For my family the theme was blue songket. Here are some pictures.

my mummy & aunt

me

I am sorry for I have neglected you….. (Part One-Updated 26.6.08)

I am sorry. I have neither visit nor write here for almost a month. As always, I have failed again in my mission. I have let work consume me again. I am a failure… may I be able to forgive myself and try again.

In my mind I have lots to write, like the fun I had with Ina when we went shopping in SPO or the wrap ups of globetrotting adventure. Hence all are still in my mind.

Things on my mind
 Ronnie the daft
 Shopping
 Missing the M&Ms
 Moving to a new home

See, just to complete this notes took me almost a week. Har .. har how sick am I. I have decided to just write stuffs that come to my mind tonight whilst watching tennis. Yummy.. Rafa you are ever so yummy….

Ronnie the Daft

Honestly I am sure many Man Utd fans are really disappointed with Ronnie now. His attitude is so smack. Many would be really angry now but I think more would probably be disappointed. With the entire hullabaloo that he created with this wanting to go to Real Madrid, I find myself not having any feel towards watching the Euro 2008. Damn you Ronnie, I bought a 42 inch flat screen TV just to watch you this summer, you idiot.

Dang.. why are they switching to the Sharapova vs. Some Qualifiers… show me my Rafa

Back to the oh…So Daft… I do understand of having a dream as a kid, I am sure almost all of us would have some, I wanted to be a princess when I was young, so what. You can have dreams but it must be moderated with what you know now. He is a fantastic player, why would he want to go to an unstable team. The coach is changed like you changing your girlfriend. Look at what happened to Cassano, Owen, Becks..it like a graveyard compared to Man Utd who is on the up. The BPL which is the most watched league in the world. Why.. why oh why.. what am I going to watch when all the other sports are on hiatus and only football is left, Golf?????

Yeah now they switched back to Rafa.. Fabulous

Ok enough about Ronnie, even if he stays in Man Utd after this I will not forgive him for what he put us Man Utd fans through. We should be enjoying winning the League and Champions League. We should be looking forward for other trophies next season but what we have is this silly “I want to go to Madrid” go then like hell we care anymore. By the way you are off my Twentyhotty’ List and into Who's Daft This Week list and like Mr Resident Daffer.. you is staying there forever.You are also off my favfifteen. You doink!!!

Shopping

Thank You update. Ok, I forgot to thank my sis Angah for giving me the translation work. The effect of the translation work actually allowed me to spend without a pang of guilt. None, nada, not even a little bit. So angah, thank you, thank you. Please give some more this weekened. Har har

Now, let’s talk about my favorite past time shopping. I had a fantabulous time at SPO. FYI, SPO is the Seattle Premium Outlet. It is a mini heaven for a self confessed shoppaholic like me. Well any outlets would be heaven for a shoppaholic right?

Firstly, I would like to thank Ina. Thank you…. Thank you for accompanying me on my shopping frenzy. I had loads of fun. I bought loads of things. Now that is an understatement. Do visit Anne’s blog for some pictures. I am too lazy now to take pictures of my handbags and shoes…. Oh maybe I will. Entry is so not cool without some pics ya???

Ok I have taken pics of my shoes. All seven of them. Later it will be my handbags turn. I dream to be Imelda Marcos. Note to Ronnie, it is only a dream you daft, you don’t have to follow through if you have something better with you now.


shoes.. shoes and more shoes

and even more shoes

Oh Rafa, I am not worthy..Vamos Rafa

Ok.. here are the pictures of my handbags.

handbagsfrom a different angle

I like my handbags

Hope you enjoy the pictures as much as I enjoyed buying those things.
Ok. I am off now. Determined to upload this tomorrow morning at the office, thereafter to write the second part of this entry tomorrow night.